What are you frightened of at the moment?

Money. There is a month coming where I cannot pay for it and I have not told anybody.

My partner is finding this harder than I am and neither of us can say it.

Everything was fine and I felt nothing about any of it, which worried me more than a bad day would.

Nothing happened. That was the hard part.

I could not eat anything today and I am starting to be frightened by that. Going to ring the surgery in the morning.

The GP was a locum who had read nothing and I left with less than I arrived with.

The injection. Two hours of dread, ten seconds of nothing, and then an hour of feeling stupid about the two hours.

I stopped last week and today was the first day I properly missed it.

Grief. Ten months on and it still takes whole days without warning.

I have been rigid about food this week in a way I recognise from a long time ago, and I have messaged my therapist about it.

I could not eat anything today and I am starting to be frightened by that. Going to ring the surgery in the morning.

I stopped last week and today was the first day I properly missed it.

The nausea came back after eleven good weeks and I cried at the kitchen table like an idiot.

I am so tired that I sat in the car outside the house for twenty minutes before coming in.

I could not eat anything today and I am starting to be frightened by that. Going to ring the surgery in the morning.