What are you working out at the moment?

How to say no to my family about a meal without it becoming a whole event.

The identity question. If this stops being a project, who am I in the mornings.

Money. Always money at the moment.

Whether the return of appetite means something is wrong. Told it probably does not. Still thinking about it.

I have been rigid about things this week in a way I recognise, and I have said so to somebody who knows my history.

The long horizon. Nobody can tell me what a decade of this looks like and I have decided to live with that.

Grief, which arrives without an appointment.

Very little. I have been pleasantly empty-headed for about a fortnight.

A conversation with my sister I have been putting off since Christmas.