Journal
Ives’s journal
Fisherman. Injection day at sea is a puzzle.
Before nine
week 8steady energy 33 replies
Got something with protein in before nine this morning, which meant the rest of the day did not fall apart at four. Spread it across the day instead of trying to do it all at…
Grip
week 6tired but good energy 22 replies
This week: Two sessions this week, both short, both done. Ren keeps saying that two a week for two years beats a perfect programme abandoned in March, and he is annoyingly…
No mask
week 5tired energy 54 replies
This week: Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and shake off. Two other people in circle have the same and none of us can find anything written about it.…
Day one
week 3wired energy 34 replies
What I keep coming back to is how long it took me to get here. Not the medication — the asking. Years of that. I told one person. Not my mother, not work. One person, and…
Circle tonight
week 2warm energy 24 replies
This week: Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of actual information. The rest was the point. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was…
I have started
week 1hopeful energy 23 replies
So. First one done. I had been carrying the box around the house for four days like it was something I had borrowed and needed to give back, and in the end I did it standing…