Journal
Martha’s journal
Sixty-eight. Here for the strength circle and the company.
Stayed for the company
week 8steadied energy 11 reply
Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of actual information. The rest was the point. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the…
Somebody new
week 7steadied energy 51 reply
A brief account of the week. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the spring. I said the thing that had been said to me and watched it land. Joined over-60…
Starters as a main
week 6warm energy 11 reply
A brief account of the week. A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people who noticed, and a very kind waiter who boxed it up without saying a word. Sunday…
First dose, done
week 3hopeful energy 12 replies
A brief account of the week. What I keep coming back to is how long it took me to get here. Not the medication — the asking. Years of that. Nothing has happened yet, which…
I have started
week 1wired energy 42 replies
Nothing has happened yet, which nobody had warned me about. I think I expected to feel something immediately, and instead I made a cup of tea and put a wash on. Her first…