I wanted to stop

A brief account of the week.

Ada said something in circle that has stayed with me: that a plateau is weather, not a verdict. I have written it on a card.

Flat, discussed in terms of regression to the mean.

Flat again. I have stopped looking, which is either healthy or avoidance and I genuinely cannot tell.

Second plateau, and it is easier than the first, mostly because I have been here and come out the other side without doing anything clever.

Next paper Sunday.