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Needle phobia

Lying down to do it and not being embarrassed about that

Started 22 October 2024 · 24 replies · 278 hearts · read 4.2k times

WinkleWeymouth, UK · 22 October 2024
1.7 years ago

Lying down to do it and not being embarrassed about that Writing it down partly to work out what I actually think.

Squeamish subject, so I am going to be plain about it and get it over with.

I have written down what has actually happened, in order, because I find that more useful than my summary of it.

What I keep tripping on is not the physical bit. It is the not knowing whether what I am experiencing is normal, and having nobody to ask who is not either selling something or frightened for me.

Anyway. Thank you for reading this far. Any experience gratefully received, and I promise to come back and say what happened.

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HéloïseGeneva, CH
#1

My experience was very boring, which I offer as data. Some of us just get a dull time of it.

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DelythBala, UK
#2

What helped was lowering my own expectations of the week rather than trying to hold the week together.

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BramwellRipon, UK
#3

Coming back to this a fortnight later to say it settled. Leaving the update because I hate reading threads that stop.

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EsiFacilitatorToronto, Canada
#4

What the reply above described happened to me too, in a slightly different order.

I will leave this open for a few more days and then add it to the circle's resources, because the answers here are better than anything I would have written.

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Bryn MNeath, UK
#5

Similar here, and mine turned out to be a completely unrelated deficiency picked up on bloods.

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BronLincoln, UK
#6

I have been in this circle a year and this question comes round every few months. It is not a silly question. It is the question.

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IslaOban, UK
#7

the reply above — yes, and the bit that took me longest to accept was the next part.

Please do not read the comments under news articles about this. I lost a fortnight to that.

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TavitaApia, WS
#8

I asked my nurse the same question and she said something I have repeated ever since: that the aim is to keep you on treatment, not to get you up the schedule.

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Ollie OPeterhead, UK
#9

It got worse before it got better for me, which I wish someone had said. About ten days of worse.

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TaaviTallinn, EE
#10

What the reply above described happened to me too, in a slightly different order.

For what it is worth, the trial data on this is thinner than the confidence of the internet would suggest. Worth knowing when you read the posts.

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PietPretoria, ZA
#11

Building on what the reply above wrote rather than answering the original question.

I would take that to a clinician rather than to us, and I would do it this week. Not because it is definitely serious — because it is the sort of thing that is much easier to rule out than to worry about.

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BassCoventry, UK
#12

Two things that helped me, neither of them clever: small amounts more often, and drinking a lot more than felt necessary.

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BessLouth, UK
#13

The phrase that unlocked my appointment was asking what specifically she wanted me to watch for. It moved us from reassurance to a plan in about thirty seconds.

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WinkleWeymouth, UK
#14

Different experience here, for balance. Mine did not improve and in the end I stopped, and that was the right call for me. Both outcomes exist.

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HéloïseGeneva, CH
#15

I keep a two-line diary and it is the only reason I could answer this question about myself. Worth starting even now.

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DelythBala, UK
#16

No advice, just recognition. That sounds exhausting and I am sorry you are in it.

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BramwellRipon, UK
#17

My pharmacist was more use than anyone. Ten minutes at the counter, no appointment, no charge.

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PerrineStrasbourg, FR
#18

the reply above — yes, and the bit that took me longest to accept was the next part.

Can I gently push back on one thing? Not the substance, just the framing — you have written twice that you should be coping better. Who told you that?

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Bryn MNeath, UK
#19

Yes to the burping. It is real, it is unbeautiful, and it does settle.

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BronLincoln, UK
#20

I am about four months behind you and I have been dreading exactly this, so thank you for writing it down before I got there.

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IslaOban, UK
#21

Have you got anyone who can be with you when you do it? It made an enormous difference to me and I felt silly asking.

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TavitaApia, WS
#22

The thing that changed it for me was going slower, agreed with my prescriber. I am not suggesting you do that. I am saying the conversation exists.

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EsiFacilitatorToronto, Canada
#23

the reply above said something I want to sit with for a second.

I want to slow this down a little. There are four different answers flying about and they are all somebody's real experience, which makes them true and not necessarily relevant to the person who asked.

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TaaviTallinn, EE
#24

I did exactly the same and felt terrible about it. You have not done anything wrong.

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