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Tuesday 10 February 2026 · week 96

A different shape

foggy energy 2

Week
96
Energy
2 of 5
Slept
7h 20m
Mood
foggy
Written
Tuesday 10 Feb 2026

A quiet week.

Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask.

The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I cannot yet tell whether I mind.

Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the morning trying to work out what was different.

Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler.

Vivid dreams, every night, the sort you have to sit up and shake off. Two other people in circle have the same and none of us can find anything written about it.

Coffee now.

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4 replies

From people who share a circle with Bea.

Clemmie11 Feb 2026

Do you want to come to the Thursday circle? You would not have to say anything.

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Tegan11 Feb 2026

Would you be willing to say more about how you raised it? I have an appointment on the 14th and I keep losing my nerve.

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Rin12 Feb 2026

Please do take that to your GP rather than waiting for the next review. Not to frighten you — just, go.

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Dara12 Feb 2026

That is a real thing and it is not trivial. Do not let anyone tell you it is only hair.

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