Harri’s journal
November 2024
6 entries this month.
How are you doing on a Wednesday
week 8held energy 14 replies
Recording this for the record. Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five lines each, and it has…
Circle tonight
week 7warm energy 34 replies
Notes for the week. Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of actual information. The rest was the point. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly…
Quiet
week 7fine energy 33 replies
Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory that a journal made only of eventful weeks would give a false impression of the whole thing. An unremarkable week.…
Steady
week 6flat energy 43 replies
Recording this for the record. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine…
Paired
week 5held energy 44 replies
Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five lines each, and it has quietly become the most reliable thing in my week. Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a…
I have started
week 4wired energy 33 replies
Recording this for the record. What I keep coming back to is how long it took me to get here. Not the medication — the asking. Years of that. The pharmacist talked me through…