Holly’s journal
August 2024
4 entries this month.
Dreams
week 10rested energy 31 reply
A quiet week. Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there…
No mask
week 9foggy energy 2
Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Sleep broke completely and she did not know which thing to blame. Slept through. Whole…
Stayed for the company
week 8warm energy 24 replies
The facilitator stopped the room when four of us were talking at once and asked one person how she was actually doing. It changed the whole hour. Went for the practical…
Nine minutes
week 7brisk energy 22 replies
Late, and writing anyway. Asked the question I had been avoiding for eleven years. She answered it in about ninety seconds and was completely unbothered. She reduced one of…