What has been the surprise of the last three months?

My knees did not announce themselves on the stairs at work.

I noticed my own breathing while making the bed, and then noticed that I usually do not notice it, which is new.

The thing I noticed is that I am tired of noticing things. Some weeks I would like to just get on.

Nothing. Genuinely a nothing day and I am recording the nothing.

Slept without waking, which has not happened since roughly the coalition government.

Caught myself walking faster than the person in front of me. Small. Enormous.

That I can hear myself think. I did not know the noise was that loud until it stopped.

That I am four hundred days into writing these and I have stopped doing it for anyone else.