Non-scale · 17 Oct 2025
Member since September 2024
Kai
Trying to speak to myself the way I speak to friends.
Their journal
46 entries, and Kai is still writing.
No project
week 92flat energy 14 replies
A gentle week, mostly. Two years. My only news is that there is no news, and I have come back specifically to say so, because nobody wrote this part down for me. Steady. The…
Where the pen lives
week 78organised energy 52 replies
A gentle week, mostly. Batch cooked on a good day for the bad days. Six labelled boxes in the freezer and a great deal of smugness. Tested three cool bags against a…
Paired
week 76held energy 24 replies
A gentle week, mostly. Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five lines each, and it has quietly become…
Sunday night, four lines
week 74held energy 5
Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five lines each, and it has quietly become the most reliable thing in my week. Paired with bly_b. They check in on Sundays.…
Back without making it up
week 74tired but good energy 12 replies
Came back after a bad fortnight without trying to make up the lost ground, which is the thing that used to end it for me every time. Two sessions this week, both short, both…
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Recent check-in answers
The thing I noticed is that I am tired of noticing things. Some weeks I would like to just get on.
It is warm, it is here, it got me to work. Enough.
Fine. Boringly fine. I will take boring.
Grief, which arrives without an appointment.