Gwenda’s journal
December 2024
5 entries this month.
Nine minutes
week 20heard energy 22 replies
This week: Nine minutes. I took three written questions and got three answers, which is the best return I have ever had from an appointment. Took the diary in. She read it…
Flat, whole night
week 19pleased energy 51 reply
Carried both bags up in one go. Small thing. Wrote it down. Swam. First time since school. Two lengths, badly, grinning. Ta.
The limits of yoghurt
week 18steady energy 43 replies
I have found five things I can get down when nothing appeals and I have written them on the fridge. That list is the most useful thing I own. Was undereating without…
Awake at four
week 17rested energy 1
This week: Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much reduced. Ten years of that mask. Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the…
She stopped the room
week 16warm energy 24 replies
This week: Went for the practical answers and stayed for the company, which I gather is what everybody does. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the…