Norah9 Jul 2025
Would you be willing to say more about how you raised it? I have an appointment on the 14th and I keep losing my nerve.
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Wednesday 9 July 2025 · week 39
Nothing
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Right.
Nothing. Eleven weeks of nothing. I know intellectually that nothing is not a failure, and I am finding that intellectual knowledge worth approximately nothing this evening.
Four flat months and a lot of vindicated scepticism.
Ada said something in circle that has stayed with me: that a plateau is weather, not a verdict. I have written it on a card.
Second plateau, and it is easier than the first, mostly because I have been here and come out the other side without doing anything clever.
The plateau has been going on longer than the part before the plateau. That is an odd thing to sit with.
We shall see.
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From people who share a circle with Juno.
Toby11 Jul 2025
That is a real thing and it is not trivial. Do not let anyone tell you it is only hair.
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