Tam’s journal
February 2025
4 entries this month.
She noticed first
week 37held energy 44 replies
Three things this week. My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it. Paired up. We text on Sunday nights, four or five…
Back without making it up
week 35tired but good energy 52 replies
Week in order: Came back after a bad fortnight without trying to make up the lost ground, which is the thing that used to end it for me every time. Two sessions this week,…
Sunday lunch
week 34awkward energy 51 reply
A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people who noticed, and a very kind waiter who boxed it up without saying a word. Sunday lunch at my grandmother's.…
Frightened
week 34frightened energy 52 replies
The thing I want to say, to anybody reading this later: I nearly did not go. I had already talked myself into it being nothing. Please go. A week of upper abdominal pain. The…