Journal
Bea’s journal
Here early, here often, mostly reading.
An unremarkable week
week 11fine energy 33 replies
A quiet week. Steady. That is the whole entry. No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have taken my medication on the correct day for the eleventh week…
Not writing about this would be dishonest
week 9rough energy 22 replies
Late, and writing anyway. Very tired. Not the kind of tired a nap fixes. I slept nine hours and woke feeling as though I had been awake all night. Manageable, boring, and she…
How are you doing on a Wednesday
week 8held energy 44 replies
Nobody has ever asked me how I was doing on a Wednesday before. My buddy noticed something in my journal before I did and asked me a very gentle question about it. Paired up.…
Back without making it up
week 6tired but good energy 42 replies
Late, and writing anyway. Two sessions this week, both short, both done. Ren keeps saying that two a week for two years beats a perfect programme abandoned in March, and he…
Before nine
week 3steady energy 53 replies
A quiet week. Spread it across the day instead of trying to do it all at teatime and everything got easier. Was undereating without realising. The nurse asked a plain…
I have started
week 1nervous energy 33 replies
A quiet week. What I keep coming back to is how long it took me to get here. Not the medication — the asking. Years of that. Read for eleven weeks before starting and said…