Freya’s journal
April 2025
7 entries this month.
An unremarkable week
week 26flat energy 43 replies
Steady. That is the whole entry. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. No news. The dog is well, the weather has…
She stopped the room
week 25warm energy 14 replies
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the spring. I said the thing that had been said to me and watched it land. Circle…
Circle tonight
week 24warm energy 34 replies
Circle tonight. Eight of us, an hour, and about eleven minutes of actual information. The rest was the point. Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the…
The quiet
week 23quiet energy 33 replies
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Went past the shop I always go into and simply did not go in. Not resisted. Did not occur to me. I stood outside for a moment afterwards trying…
Past the shop
week 22quiet energy 51 reply
Quickly, before bed. Something has gone quiet and it took me weeks to be able to name it. There was a running commentary in my head about food — what was in the house, what I…
What was underneath
week 22thoughtful energy 12 replies
Ten minutes then I am asleep. The quiet is not the same as peace. It has left a space, and the space has other things in it that I had been keeping the noise on top of. Wrote…
She reduced it
week 22brisk energy 22 replies
Ten minutes then I am asleep. She reduced one of my other medications. I asked her twice whether that was really allowed. Left with a printout I could not read and no idea…