Journal
Toby’s journal
Cooking for four when I want none of it.
Steady
week 7fine energy 21 reply
Ten minutes then I am asleep. No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have taken my medication on the correct day for the eleventh week running. I nearly…
A plain question
week 6steady energy 13 replies
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Spread it across the day instead of trying to do it all at teatime and everything got easier. Greek yoghurt, eggs, and the limits of both. I…
Standing in the kitchen
week 5hopeful energy 21 reply
What I keep coming back to is how long it took me to get here. Not the medication — the asking. Years of that. Nothing has happened yet, which nobody had warned me about. I…
I have started
week 3hopeful energy 51 reply
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Nothing has happened yet, which nobody had warned me about. I think I expected to feel something immediately, and instead I made a cup of tea…
Day one
week 3wired energy 24 replies
Quickly, before bed. What I keep coming back to is how long it took me to get here. Not the medication — the asking. Years of that. Started in the summer holidays, which he…
Sunday lunch
week 2awkward energy 11 reply
Quickly, before bed. A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people who noticed, and a very kind waiter who boxed it up without saying a word. Sunday lunch at…