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Tuesday 2 December 2025 · week 53

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Tuesday 2 Dec 2025

Ten minutes then I am asleep.

Back. Eight months away and I arrived braced for a judgement that has not come from a single person.

The shame about the gap was worse than any side effect I have had. Six people in circle said "yes, me, twice", and it went.

Second time and it is completely different. Slower, kinder, and I know what the third day feels like.

Skint but going.

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From people who share a circle with Zoë.

Ike2 Dec 2025

I am eleven weeks behind you and this is the first thing I have read that sounded like my week.

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Linnet4 Dec 2025

Reading this at half past six with a cup of tea and nodding at every line. Thank you for writing it down.

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Harri3 Dec 2025

Take the win. Two flights of stairs is two flights of stairs.

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Rilla4 Dec 2025

Not a number and not a competition, and still: well done. Quietly.

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