Something I have been sitting with: Telling my psychiatrist I had started this Not looking for advice so much as other people's experience.
Not asking anyone to fix this. Mostly saying it out loud somewhere it will be read kindly.
I have read the guides here, which were more useful than anything else I have found, and I still have a question they do not cover.
I have written down what has actually happened, in order, because I find that more useful than my summary of it.
The thing that has surprised me most is how much of this is about other people rather than about me.
I will report back either way, because I have been helped by other people's follow-ups more than by their questions.
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