My antidepressant and a much smaller stomach Writing it down partly to work out what I actually think.
This is a difficult one to write and I have deleted it twice.
What I keep tripping on is not the physical bit. It is the not knowing whether what I am experiencing is normal, and having nobody to ask who is not either selling something or frightened for me.
I have read the guides here, which were more useful than anything else I have found, and I still have a question they do not cover.
The thing that has surprised me most is how much of this is about other people rather than about me.
Sorry for the length. If anyone has been here, I would very much like to hear it.
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