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Starters as a main
Tarnawkward energy 3
A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people who noticed, and a very kind waiter who boxed it up without saying a word. My mother cooks. That is how…
Just Wednesdays
Wilfflat energy 1turning point
This week: Reduced to a maintenance dose. Same day, same fridge, less of it. Steady. Writes about vegetables. Two years. My only news is that there is no news, and I…
Nothing happened again
Birdiesettled energy 4turning point
Reduced to a maintenance dose. Same day, same fridge, less of it. Steady. Wednesdays are just Wednesdays now. The strange part is not having a project any more. I had…
No news
Linnetflat energy 2
Steady. That is the whole entry. Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory that a journal made only of eventful weeks would give a false impression of…
Two years, no news
Stefansettled energy 3turning point
Recording this for the record. Reduced to a maintenance dose. Same day, same fridge, less of it. Steady. The strange part is not having a project any more. I had not…
An unremarkable week
Tinukefine energy 4
Evening. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Nothing to report. Writing it down anyway, on the theory…
She noticed first
Zebheld energy 2
Week in order: She had a bad week and I had a fine one, and next month it will be the other way round. That is the whole mechanism. My buddy noticed something in my…
A different shape
Callarested energy 3
Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. The sleep has changed shape rather than improved. Different, not better, and I…
Somebody new
Espewarm energy 5
Somebody new tonight, terrified, exactly where I was in the spring. I said the thing that had been said to me and watched it land. Went for the practical answers and…
Steady
Dillyflat energy 2
Evening. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most of it looks like. Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday,…
A different shape
Theafoggy energy 3
A brief account of the week. Waking at four again. Not anxious, just awake, lying there listening to the boiler. Repeat study came back and the apnoea is much…
A locum
Maritheard energy 2
This week: She reduced one of my other medications. I asked her twice whether that was really allowed. Asked the question I had been avoiding for eleven years. She…
Nothing happened again
Saoirsecontent energy 1
Sitting down to this properly tonight. The strange part is not having a project any more. I had not understood how much I was enjoying having one. Two years. My only…
The question I had been avoiding
Nixfrustrated energy 4
Notes for the week. Nine minutes. I took three written questions and got three answers, which is the best return I have ever had from an appointment. A locum who had…
My mother cooks
Ariawarm energy 5
A wedding. Three courses I could not face, a table of people who noticed, and a very kind waiter who boxed it up without saying a word. Sunday lunch at my…
Quiet
Dotflat energy 4
Well then. Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then a normal weekend. No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have…
Back without making it up
Gwentired but good energy 5
This week: Two sessions this week, both short, both done. Ren keeps saying that two a week for two years beats a perfect programme abandoned in March, and he is…
She stopped the room
Patrickwarm energy 1
Short one tonight. The facilitator stopped the room when four of us were talking at once and asked one person how she was actually doing. It changed the whole hour.…
Fewer, heavier
Casstired but good energy 2
Walked instead of the bus all week. Not a programme. Just walking. Eight minutes and a chair. That is the whole programme. Tuesday and Friday. I have done it for…
Steady
Petuasteady energy 2
A quiet week. No news. The dog is well, the weather has been foul, and I have taken my medication on the correct day for the eleventh week running. Quiet. Injection…
Laces
Ronangrateful energy 1
This week: Tied my own laces standing up. I am aware of how that sounds and I do not care. Carried both bags up in one go. Small thing. Wrote it down. Got down on the…
I nearly did not write
Stellanfine energy 1
Notes for the week. I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of other people's boring weeks.…
Steady
Obiflat energy 3
Recording this for the record. Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then a normal weekend. I nearly did not write this week because there…
Quiet
Izzyfine energy 2
Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then a normal weekend. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept adequately. This is what most…