Journal
Rin’s journal
Journalling daily since week one.
Stayed for the company
week 7warm energy 24 replies
Quickly, before bed. The facilitator stopped the room when four of us were talking at once and asked one person how she was actually doing. It changed the whole hour.…
She reduced it
week 6brisk energy 52 replies
Took the diary in. She read it properly, which I had not expected, and changed the plan because of it. Asked the question I had been avoiding for eleven years. She answered…
She read the diary
week 5heard energy 4
Quickly, before bed. Asked the question I had been avoiding for eleven years. She answered it in about ninety seconds and was completely unbothered. Nine minutes. I took…
Beginning, badly
week 3hopeful energy 14 replies
Quickly, before bed. The leaflet is nine pages and about seven of them are worst cases. I have read it three times, which was three times too many, and I am now going to stop…
Quiet
week 2flat energy 41 reply
Ten minutes then I am asleep. Quiet. Injection Tuesday, mild Wednesday, fine by Thursday, and then a normal weekend. An unremarkable week. Ate, walked, worked, slept…
The first one
week 1wired energy 54 replies
Quickly, before bed. The pharmacist talked me through it very fast and I nodded at all of it and retained about a third. I have written down the bits I remember and I will…