Non-scale · 21 Aug 2025
Member since June 2024
Winnie
Hairdresser. Extremely aware of hair shedding.
Their journal
36 entries, and Winnie is still writing.
Laces
week 91quietly delighted energy 41 reply
A gentle week, mostly. Swam. First time since school. Two lengths, badly, grinning. Sat on the floor and played for an hour, and then got up. That was the entire reason I…
An hour on the floor
week 88pleased energy 51 reply
Sitting down to this properly tonight. Up the stairs at work twice without stopping at the landing. I stood at the top for a second like an idiot. Nobody saw. It counted. Got…
No project
week 87content energy 22 replies
A gentle week, mostly. Two years. My only news is that there is no news, and I have come back specifically to say so, because nobody wrote this part down for me. Steady.…
Nothing to report
week 85fine energy 41 reply
A gentle week, mostly. Steady. That is the whole entry. I nearly did not write this week because there was nothing in it. Then I thought about how much I have got out of…
Slept through
week 82tired energy 3
Sitting down to this properly tonight. Slept through. Whole night, no waking. It has been so long that I lay there in the morning trying to work out what was different. Vivid…
Milestones
Conversations they started
Insulin resistance explained to me properly for the first time
PCOS
Complicated feelings about a returning cycle
PCOS
I do hair for a living and mine is coming out in the shower
Hair shedding
Eighteen months in and my Wednesdays are just Wednesdays
Maintenance
Batch cooking on good days for bad days
Long covid and fatigue
Recent check-in answers
Caught myself walking faster than the person in front of me. Small. Enormous.
Vivid dreams again, the sort you have to sit up and shake off.
It is recovering from a virus and doing so slowly, and I am trying to let it.
Whether it is safe alongside what I take for my heart.
Buddy
pausedPaused
Paused, not ended
Pippa asked to pause for family reasons that have nothing to do with any of this, and Winnie held the pairing open for five months.