Journal
Lucas’s journal
Late to everything including this. Still here.
Stayed for the company
week 7warm energy 34 replies
Well then. The facilitator stopped the room when four of us were talking at once and asked one person how she was actually doing. It changed the whole hour. Circle tonight.…
A rough few days
week 6sore energy 24 replies
Well then. Constipation, which I have avoided writing about for six weeks out of pure squeamishness. It is the thing making me most miserable and I have said nothing about it…
Fewer, heavier
week 5tired but good energy 32 replies
Eight minutes and a chair. That is the whole programme. Tuesday and Friday. I have done it for eleven weeks. Kept the two sessions that matter and dropped the two that were…
The first one
week 4wired energy 44 replies
The pharmacist talked me through it very fast and I nodded at all of it and retained about a third. I have written down the bits I remember and I will ask again at the…
First dose, done
week 2hopeful energy 11 reply
The leaflet is nine pages and about seven of them are worst cases. I have read it three times, which was three times too many, and I am now going to stop reading it. The…
Beginning, badly
week 1hopeful energy 11 reply
Right. Day one. I am writing this partly because somebody else's day-one entry is the reason I felt able to do it at all, and it seems only fair to leave one behind. Six…